Sigh.
Why am i sighing?
well because im in love.
Im in love with something that breaks my heart.
I put in effort and emotion and i get only a glimmer of what i put in, in return.
I am not talking about boys.
Or drugs.
Or bitches.
I am talking about poker.
I love poker.
No…REALLY…I love poker.
Not a lot of people know this about me, but I play poker online alllllll the time.
For a while i played for free on one of those facebook poker games that is free.
I loved that shit.
I would win shit tons of money and people would buy me stuff like vitrual presents and shit.
Virtual bling
Virtual booze
Virtual blunts
They have it all.
I love getting virtual gifts 
Anyways…I started playing poker on one of those sites that i wont mention.
this time it wouldnt be for anything Virtual. This time i was playing for the real thing.
And at first, it was going so well. REALLLY well.
I was hitting boats, flushes and trips all the time and winning.
Then it started.
And my 2 pair was getting beat.
My straight was getting rivered by a flush.
My boat was getting quadded.
and i went on tilt.
I am currently writting you from Tilt.
I hate tilt.
it sucks.
For example -
The poket aces:
the "other" poket rockets
got beat by THOSE pocket 8’s.
Brutal.
I wanna cry.
Its ok though.
Buy my ringtones so i can re-up and play more. Or come find me on the site and lets play and beat some motherfuckers…
here’s a pic for you :)
virtual cock
stay high
xxxrachelroxxx
but one thing we dont really have is a blow up doll. Yall men have it good with the blow up dolls. They got lots of holes and you can snuggle with them afterwards lolz…but seriously, what if i wanted to get off and didnt want to just use a toy, I WANT A BLOW UP DOLL of a hot guy who will just get me off then shut up. hehe
